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好久没有以中文来打博客的文章了， 今天应该回味一下在中国生活的时候...

等了那么久才更新博客， 因为脑子里的思绪实在是太多了，并不知道怎么去整理，也懒惰整理，老觉得只要不想起从前所发生过的不愉快经历我就能够把它忘了。事实上好像不是这个样子。

我不清楚自己想要得是什么，总是觉得这山望那山高，不过跳来跳去还不过都是一样，但却浪费了很多宝贵的时间。就比如说我一直都很向往有一个交往的对象，但这人真正出现时，我就突然之间改变主意，不想要了。我不解是否是因为过去的经历造成今日的阴影，还是要求太高、犯贱，得到了的东西就不想要了。我似乎不能够继续交往，觉得很闷，不自由。

也许我早已习惯一个人生活...也许时辰未到...也许这黑色向日葵应该找回失去的颜色以后再来作打算。

Are You Ga(me)?, 8:30 AM.

Sa(me), much.


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