Friday, September 28, 2007
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To paste or not to paste pictures. That's a question. To my avid reader who checks on my blog almost daily, i'd address you soon=) Sorry for the disappointment.. *oh..so sad*
Are You Ga(me)?, 11:00 AM.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
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Post: 11 september
Oh wells, this is the first time I’m blogging in china. The internet connection in my hostel isn’t up yet, so I’m actually blogging in this mindset that I might not be able to publish this post.
It’s the last 15mins of my 19th birthday. Well, I did have a celebration about 23 hours earlier when my classmates came into my room and gave me a surprise with a cake and a lighted candle. Thanks for the great surprise people. Due to the lack of sleep, I’m kinda like pretty emotional and a little depressed. Just a usual mood swing I hope. Well, I do have a little achievement today. I went to a completely foreign location in a foreign country for the first time, and I actually didn’t lose my way, but in fact, I found some good chill-out places.
I’m feeling very uncertain yet being like an oxymoron. The shopping here is great, hanging out, bargaining and so on. However, we all know happiness always has a limit. It’s a struggle within me that I’m holding on to. Sorry Mandy, I failed to protect myself again. I guess easier said than done is the best phrase here which describes the situation now.
After I’m here, I totally forgot the meaning of eating well and sleeping well, and I would link my depressant agent to this. I don’t know how to express what is on my mind now, but I guess this should help, if u understand that is.
“When forced to come, it will go. When it comes, it will stay. Something which can be fought but not robbed. It’s always yearned for, but it never comes.”
You know you can stimulate me, but u don’t bother trying. Perhaps I’m trying a little too hard, but..no buts. That’s an excuse. The reaction says a lot isn’t it? Stimulation, being an excuse, never fails to rob one of the peace and joy which is available freely elsewhere. I shall not seek, but deliver it to me, as soon as possible.
Looking at things the other way, leaving is a solution though not the best. I seek your shoulder to lean on, I seek your shoulder to cry on. Come to daddy, shoulder. Thou shalt be my display, thou shalt make me relay.
Post: 12 September
“Look at me deep with your eyes, think of me much with your heart, listen to me clear with your arms.”
Time-check: 2am, and yes I’ve just finished being so hardworking; preparing for tomorrow’s class that is. Today can be described as a leap to what I want to achieve, yet contradiction occurs when I am not sure if the leap is towards the aim or away from it. Well, come to think of it, does it really matter so long as there is a leap from yesterday. It shows that I’ve been doing something isn’t it?
“Feeling you with my heart, looking at you with my ears, warming you with my touch.”
Man’s greed kills. Perhaps I’d try to be more contented that I can get closer to u than any others.
Oh wells, this is the first time I’m blogging in china. The internet connection in my hostel isn’t up yet, so I’m actually blogging in this mindset that I might not be able to publish this post.
It’s the last 15mins of my 19th birthday. Well, I did have a celebration about 23 hours earlier when my classmates came into my room and gave me a surprise with a cake and a lighted candle. Thanks for the great surprise people. Due to the lack of sleep, I’m kinda like pretty emotional and a little depressed. Just a usual mood swing I hope. Well, I do have a little achievement today. I went to a completely foreign location in a foreign country for the first time, and I actually didn’t lose my way, but in fact, I found some good chill-out places.
I’m feeling very uncertain yet being like an oxymoron. The shopping here is great, hanging out, bargaining and so on. However, we all know happiness always has a limit. It’s a struggle within me that I’m holding on to. Sorry Mandy, I failed to protect myself again. I guess easier said than done is the best phrase here which describes the situation now.
After I’m here, I totally forgot the meaning of eating well and sleeping well, and I would link my depressant agent to this. I don’t know how to express what is on my mind now, but I guess this should help, if u understand that is.
“When forced to come, it will go. When it comes, it will stay. Something which can be fought but not robbed. It’s always yearned for, but it never comes.”
You know you can stimulate me, but u don’t bother trying. Perhaps I’m trying a little too hard, but..no buts. That’s an excuse. The reaction says a lot isn’t it? Stimulation, being an excuse, never fails to rob one of the peace and joy which is available freely elsewhere. I shall not seek, but deliver it to me, as soon as possible.
Looking at things the other way, leaving is a solution though not the best. I seek your shoulder to lean on, I seek your shoulder to cry on. Come to daddy, shoulder. Thou shalt be my display, thou shalt make me relay.
Post: 12 September
“Look at me deep with your eyes, think of me much with your heart, listen to me clear with your arms.”
Time-check: 2am, and yes I’ve just finished being so hardworking; preparing for tomorrow’s class that is. Today can be described as a leap to what I want to achieve, yet contradiction occurs when I am not sure if the leap is towards the aim or away from it. Well, come to think of it, does it really matter so long as there is a leap from yesterday. It shows that I’ve been doing something isn’t it?
“Feeling you with my heart, looking at you with my ears, warming you with my touch.”
Man’s greed kills. Perhaps I’d try to be more contented that I can get closer to u than any others.
Are You Ga(me)?, 8:15 PM.
Thursday, September 06, 2007
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In less than 24 hours, i'm going to be in china..Embracing the people and live with them. Haha, frequent updates will come!
Are You Ga(me)?, 8:53 AM.
