Wednesday, June 24, 2009
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Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
Let the lyrics of the song speak,
as I descent into the bleak.
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
Let the lyrics of the song speak,
as I descent into the bleak.
Are You Ga(me)?, 10:56 PM.
Friday, June 05, 2009
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Wow. I haven't been blogging for a really long time. It's sorta like I dun have enough time to organize the so much thoughts I have in my mind and put it down into words.
What triggered me to type this post is the long forgotten lonely night that I've experienced. Well, tonight's just one of them.
I'm definitely looking forward to the trip in August. Think about it, I've been planning with Art about this trip for a year but it never conceptualized. Now, the air ticket is booked! Muhahaha.
Alright, now to why am I feeling lonely tonight. Someone asked me out, (yeah finally) but he totally forgot all about it and I've rejected others who asked me out, so..it's one of the rare fridays that i'm at home....blogging.
On the second note, I shd just talk a bit about my life.
Things are going better in LTC (give Him all the glory and praise). My CSM even asked if I wanted breakfast today. I politely declined due to severe shock of this sudden and unexpected kindness. Workload is getting heavier by day as my upper-study is gonna ORD in a little more than a week. Well, this is just the right time for me to prove that I'm can do work, and I won't get stressed up, just sit right there and start to whine.
Not much of luck with Cupid yet. I believe my Cupid either died of disappointment in my performance or he is simply too lazy to work. So, do not question me on updates with regards to that. It's kinda sad you know? Haha, then again life is great without commitments. The only drawback would be the occasional emptiness and loneliness you'll feel. Like you've been abandoned and deemed as left on the shelf till the end of time.
Fear not, I believe that isn't gonna happen to me. (Well, i'm not that irritating person who over-estimates himself and doesn't brush his teeth early in the morning).
I'm still learning, well trying to make myself as imperfect as the perfect.
3rd note:
Birthday's on the way. That totally mean I'm getting old and I can't be a kid anymore.
"With great power comes great responsibilities."
Haha, nono spidey, I say with great responsibilities comes greater sense of achievement.
Alright. I shall end it here.
*walks to my bed, holds the phone in my hand and wait for it to ring*
Life is great people =DDD
Oh wait..why am I still here.. Au revoir!
What triggered me to type this post is the long forgotten lonely night that I've experienced. Well, tonight's just one of them.
I'm definitely looking forward to the trip in August. Think about it, I've been planning with Art about this trip for a year but it never conceptualized. Now, the air ticket is booked! Muhahaha.
Alright, now to why am I feeling lonely tonight. Someone asked me out, (yeah finally) but he totally forgot all about it and I've rejected others who asked me out, so..it's one of the rare fridays that i'm at home....blogging.
On the second note, I shd just talk a bit about my life.
Things are going better in LTC (give Him all the glory and praise). My CSM even asked if I wanted breakfast today. I politely declined due to severe shock of this sudden and unexpected kindness. Workload is getting heavier by day as my upper-study is gonna ORD in a little more than a week. Well, this is just the right time for me to prove that I'm can do work, and I won't get stressed up, just sit right there and start to whine.
Not much of luck with Cupid yet. I believe my Cupid either died of disappointment in my performance or he is simply too lazy to work. So, do not question me on updates with regards to that. It's kinda sad you know? Haha, then again life is great without commitments. The only drawback would be the occasional emptiness and loneliness you'll feel. Like you've been abandoned and deemed as left on the shelf till the end of time.
Fear not, I believe that isn't gonna happen to me. (Well, i'm not that irritating person who over-estimates himself and doesn't brush his teeth early in the morning).
I'm still learning, well trying to make myself as imperfect as the perfect.
3rd note:
Birthday's on the way. That totally mean I'm getting old and I can't be a kid anymore.
"With great power comes great responsibilities."
Haha, nono spidey, I say with great responsibilities comes greater sense of achievement.
Alright. I shall end it here.
*walks to my bed, holds the phone in my hand and wait for it to ring*
Life is great people =DDD
Oh wait..why am I still here.. Au revoir!
Are You Ga(me)?, 11:23 PM.
