Saturday, July 25, 2009
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I don't understand the mentality of some people.
People I've come across, they borrow money to buy something to pamper themselves, they earn more than others yet rant about not having enough money to spare. Some of them blatantly said they have not enough moolah to eat, drink but they have the spare cash to be merry.
Probably it's from a different perspective, but I thought partae-ing is only possible with loud, worthy tattoos cos it's more a desire than a need. So I've heard, it's because everyone's going, so I have to go with the flow.
There's this other species, well, not necessarily human, maybe a beast who cheats to own a new ride. All that talk about not giving anymore empty promises and everything. Ha, liar. If just a bag of peanuts can make you die under my bling-bling parang.....
....i'm a successful queer-cubus.
People I've come across, they borrow money to buy something to pamper themselves, they earn more than others yet rant about not having enough money to spare. Some of them blatantly said they have not enough moolah to eat, drink but they have the spare cash to be merry.
Probably it's from a different perspective, but I thought partae-ing is only possible with loud, worthy tattoos cos it's more a desire than a need. So I've heard, it's because everyone's going, so I have to go with the flow.
There's this other species, well, not necessarily human, maybe a beast who cheats to own a new ride. All that talk about not giving anymore empty promises and everything. Ha, liar. If just a bag of peanuts can make you die under my bling-bling parang.....
....i'm a successful queer-cubus.
Are You Ga(me)?, 7:25 AM.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
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好久没有以中文来打博客的文章了， 今天应该回味一下在中国生活的时候...
等了那么久才更新博客， 因为脑子里的思绪实在是太多了，并不知道怎么去整理，也懒惰整理，老觉得只要不想起从前所发生过的不愉快经历我就能够把它忘了。事实上好像不是这个样子。
我不清楚自己想要得是什么，总是觉得这山望那山高，不过跳来跳去还不过都是一样，但却浪费了很多宝贵的时间。就比如说我一直都很向往有一个交往的对象，但这人真正出现时，我就突然之间改变主意，不想要了。我不解是否是因为过去的经历造成今日的阴影，还是要求太高、犯贱，得到了的东西就不想要了。我似乎不能够继续交往，觉得很闷，不自由。
也许我早已习惯一个人生活...也许时辰未到...也许这黑色向日葵应该找回失去的颜色以后再来作打算。
Are You Ga(me)?, 8:30 AM.
