My leash is always growing. Day by day, it grows and grows, and like vines they grow thorns to hook themselves to normally the wrong branches which never leads to a good ending. But however, my leash is unlike the vines of the grape valley, aiding in the production of wine grapes.
Times like these I enjoy being leashed, then again.. probably i need to unleash.
Enough of nonsensical ranting for now. I need to go look for my Zahir.
Are You Ga(me)?, 9:29 PM.
Nature has its built-in mechanisms to maintain balance of homeostasis - the availability of nutrients, conduciveness of the environment for growth and reproduction, and the feeding relationships that exist between and among organisms which serve as population controls. Hence, pests like cockroaches and locusts run rampant in the environment we live in.
In our day to day life, we're bound to encounter the cockroaches and locusts in the ecosystem be it in school or at work(usually the latter does more severe harm). The farm that I'm put in charged of was recently attacked by locusts because of the "immaturity" of the fertilizers thus resulting in a damage not that huge, but substantial.
The fertilizer factory's supervisor tried to save costs to boot lick the new manager, but I'd say that is something which has been tried too hard. After the weekend, I have to deal with the locusts again, but this time round, the locusts will NOT get in my way, for the bitching stops only when I say it does.
He who lives a married life immorally shall die.
He who commits adultery shall rot.
He who cheats shall be cheated.
He who carries the balls of others shall break his arms while digging his own grave.
He who is so fake and unreasonable shall suffer from boils and ulcers in his mouth.
For no weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. Watch out for the definite cross over line, cos you don't know who you're playing with down here and it's not an invisible border we're talking about.
Au revoir, I'll see you when I see you.
"Look inside, look inside your tiny mind. Then look a bit harder cos we're so uninspired, so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbour" -- Lily Allen
Are You Ga(me)?, 6:27 AM.
Faith comes by hearing and hearing the word of God.
That's precisely what I'm gonna do from now on.. Anw, people, i'm starting my stay in camp tonight. Well, if I'm missed you guys can always text me. The only inconvenience would be I can't be online everynight. Au revoir, for now...till I see you next wkend.
P.S. 95% Yeo Loowin you owe me a meetup, like see-rys-lee =S
Are You Ga(me)?, 8:57 PM.
A certain someone is trying to make my life difficult but I do not believe that will happen.
It's my time, not yours. Lord, I need more of your strength to live life better in camp.
Are You Ga(me)?, 10:33 PM.
Dr Half-Past Six says it's adjustment disorder. I'm like..watever..
Are You Ga(me)?, 9:32 PM.
After much procrastination, I went to my family doctor today to get it done. Well, the appointment is at IMH next Tue at 3pm. Anyone wants to accompany?
P.S. The consolation is that the institute is just behind my house. I can walk there in 10mins. Haha..
Are You Ga(me)?, 9:09 PM.
The weather gives impetus to my mood..
It's been raining almost daily for the past week and the weather best describes my temperament. My attitude is manifested by the peculiarities of sadness, anger, confusion, happiness, impulse and it seems to be getting worse by day. One minute I'm rejoicing over the face that I finally own something I've always wanted, next I'm upset cos of some mundane reason like probably not receiving the text that I'm yearning to receive.
I look at the motto on my the singlet I'm wearing now which says, "Endure and Excel", so does it mean that with less endurance comes less results? Then again I've been waiting, have waited and am still waiting. Isn't it endurance?
I know the shoots of the problem, and I need someone kind enough to get me to the roots of it.
Are You Ga(me)?, 7:14 PM.