Sunday, November 30, 2008
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Profound desire, true desire is the desire to be close to someone. From that point onwards, things change, the both person involved come into play, but what happens before - the attraction that brought them together - is impossible to explain. It is untouched desire in its purest state.
When desire is still in this pure state, the both parties fall in love with life, they live each moment reverently, consciously, always ready to celebrate the next blessing.
When people feel this, they are not in a hurry, they do not precipitate events with unthinking actions. They know that the inevitable will happen, that what is real always finds a way of revealing itself. When the moment comes, they do not hesitate, they do not miss an opportunity, they do not let slip a single magical moment, because they respect the importance of each second.
The second, when spent wisely, will draw each other closer and closer like never before. They can't be rational and think anymore for they are so drawn to each other and they will enjoy, savour, cherish every moment spent together.
It is just a pity that I've lost you and all's but reminiscence.
I saw you with him, 3 consecutive times and events we spent together started playing on my mind. From the start when I know you as bryan's bad, bitchy ex, slowly to the times when we really meet and talk and get attracted to each other, me spending time at your house while u're accompanying your grandmother, sending her for checkup in the rain, when going out and you catch me eyeing on someone else u'll be mad, making me carry ur bag for you, picking you up from school cos it's raining and you do not have an umbrella, afterwhich send you home and everything.. How i spent my christmas'06 with you, after which i spent alone for the next year and might be consecutively counting. You simply appeared when you wish to, with no warning beforehand. I was caught off guard, totally. Guess that's another form of missing someone. Or perhaps it might just be me not wanting to step outta my comfort zone.
When desire is still in this pure state, the both parties fall in love with life, they live each moment reverently, consciously, always ready to celebrate the next blessing.
When people feel this, they are not in a hurry, they do not precipitate events with unthinking actions. They know that the inevitable will happen, that what is real always finds a way of revealing itself. When the moment comes, they do not hesitate, they do not miss an opportunity, they do not let slip a single magical moment, because they respect the importance of each second.
The second, when spent wisely, will draw each other closer and closer like never before. They can't be rational and think anymore for they are so drawn to each other and they will enjoy, savour, cherish every moment spent together.
It is just a pity that I've lost you and all's but reminiscence.
I saw you with him, 3 consecutive times and events we spent together started playing on my mind. From the start when I know you as bryan's bad, bitchy ex, slowly to the times when we really meet and talk and get attracted to each other, me spending time at your house while u're accompanying your grandmother, sending her for checkup in the rain, when going out and you catch me eyeing on someone else u'll be mad, making me carry ur bag for you, picking you up from school cos it's raining and you do not have an umbrella, afterwhich send you home and everything.. How i spent my christmas'06 with you, after which i spent alone for the next year and might be consecutively counting. You simply appeared when you wish to, with no warning beforehand. I was caught off guard, totally. Guess that's another form of missing someone. Or perhaps it might just be me not wanting to step outta my comfort zone.
Are You Ga(me)?, 10:48 PM.
