Sunday, November 30, 2008
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Profound desire, true desire is the desire to be close to someone. From that point onwards, things change, the both person involved come into play, but what happens before - the attraction that brought them together - is impossible to explain. It is untouched desire in its purest state.
When desire is still in this pure state, the both parties fall in love with life, they live each moment reverently, consciously, always ready to celebrate the next blessing.
When people feel this, they are not in a hurry, they do not precipitate events with unthinking actions. They know that the inevitable will happen, that what is real always finds a way of revealing itself. When the moment comes, they do not hesitate, they do not miss an opportunity, they do not let slip a single magical moment, because they respect the importance of each second.
The second, when spent wisely, will draw each other closer and closer like never before. They can't be rational and think anymore for they are so drawn to each other and they will enjoy, savour, cherish every moment spent together.
It is just a pity that I've lost you and all's but reminiscence.
I saw you with him, 3 consecutive times and events we spent together started playing on my mind. From the start when I know you as bryan's bad, bitchy ex, slowly to the times when we really meet and talk and get attracted to each other, me spending time at your house while u're accompanying your grandmother, sending her for checkup in the rain, when going out and you catch me eyeing on someone else u'll be mad, making me carry ur bag for you, picking you up from school cos it's raining and you do not have an umbrella, afterwhich send you home and everything.. How i spent my christmas'06 with you, after which i spent alone for the next year and might be consecutively counting. You simply appeared when you wish to, with no warning beforehand. I was caught off guard, totally. Guess that's another form of missing someone. Or perhaps it might just be me not wanting to step outta my comfort zone.
When desire is still in this pure state, the both parties fall in love with life, they live each moment reverently, consciously, always ready to celebrate the next blessing.
When people feel this, they are not in a hurry, they do not precipitate events with unthinking actions. They know that the inevitable will happen, that what is real always finds a way of revealing itself. When the moment comes, they do not hesitate, they do not miss an opportunity, they do not let slip a single magical moment, because they respect the importance of each second.
The second, when spent wisely, will draw each other closer and closer like never before. They can't be rational and think anymore for they are so drawn to each other and they will enjoy, savour, cherish every moment spent together.
It is just a pity that I've lost you and all's but reminiscence.
I saw you with him, 3 consecutive times and events we spent together started playing on my mind. From the start when I know you as bryan's bad, bitchy ex, slowly to the times when we really meet and talk and get attracted to each other, me spending time at your house while u're accompanying your grandmother, sending her for checkup in the rain, when going out and you catch me eyeing on someone else u'll be mad, making me carry ur bag for you, picking you up from school cos it's raining and you do not have an umbrella, afterwhich send you home and everything.. How i spent my christmas'06 with you, after which i spent alone for the next year and might be consecutively counting. You simply appeared when you wish to, with no warning beforehand. I was caught off guard, totally. Guess that's another form of missing someone. Or perhaps it might just be me not wanting to step outta my comfort zone.
Are You Ga(me)?, 10:48 PM.
Under the moonlight, shadows come obvious.
Shadows of the previous, bleakness of the next.
What hasth happened, thou shalt not ask,
for shadows will appear clear, and clearer than before.
Are You Ga(me)?, 1:41 AM.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
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Most of the times things just don't turn out the way you want it to be.
Are You Ga(me)?, 8:12 PM.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
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I certainly don't wanna declare this.Maybe you're not interested.
Maybe I'm trying too hard.
Maybe this isn't the season.
Maybe I'm too impatient.
Maybe it's game.....over.
Someone tell me it isn't, P-L-E-A-S-E.
Are You Ga(me)?, 8:18 PM.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
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Tell me when it's too much to handle. 如果我们之间有1000步的距离, 你只要跨出第1步我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步.
Life in camp is uber boring (read: self-entertaining) but i think i shdn't keep talking about this boring thing. Now i need flowers to fill up my soil-filled mind.
Are You Ga(me)?, 9:09 PM.
Monday, November 24, 2008
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万一有那么一天，作者写不下故事，主播报不下新闻，那该怎么办？
有那么一天，他们俩出现了，但一位最终却消失了，剩下另一位自己一个人走完他自己的理想道路。走着走着...就这样，故事接不下去了。大家都说不应该太在意旁人的眼光，而且只要是站在自己这一边的一定不会不支持到底。本以为事过境迁，但这个状况却最近频频发生。
累了，要休息了。大家又说休息是为了走更长远的路，但倘若休息得太久，是不是意味着还有更加长远的路要继续走下去呢？而这一条路是由我自己走，还是会有一个对我不离不弃，会为我赴汤蹈火的人走在我身边？这些问题我不禁想着。
有时候就算你找到了你认为可以依靠的肩膀又怎样？你觉得适合，肩膀或许不那么认为。你可能觉得你找到了知己，它可能不那么认为。
在知了熟睡般的宁静下， 我的故事已经接不下去...
大家还说朽木不可调，那再也写不下去的故事是不是永远都不能够出版，还是在暮色中出现的七色彩虹会帮我把故事完成？
有那么一天，他们俩出现了，但一位最终却消失了，剩下另一位自己一个人走完他自己的理想道路。走着走着...就这样，故事接不下去了。大家都说不应该太在意旁人的眼光，而且只要是站在自己这一边的一定不会不支持到底。本以为事过境迁，但这个状况却最近频频发生。
累了，要休息了。大家又说休息是为了走更长远的路，但倘若休息得太久，是不是意味着还有更加长远的路要继续走下去呢？而这一条路是由我自己走，还是会有一个对我不离不弃，会为我赴汤蹈火的人走在我身边？这些问题我不禁想着。
有时候就算你找到了你认为可以依靠的肩膀又怎样？你觉得适合，肩膀或许不那么认为。你可能觉得你找到了知己，它可能不那么认为。
在知了熟睡般的宁静下， 我的故事已经接不下去...
大家还说朽木不可调，那再也写不下去的故事是不是永远都不能够出版，还是在暮色中出现的七色彩虹会帮我把故事完成？
Are You Ga(me)?, 7:45 PM.
Friday, November 21, 2008
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There's so much to say but idk how to say.
In short, I just posted out to be a driver, later is the funeral of my great-grandmother.
Sweet-ness, I totally miss it. I mean...where're you? Sighhhhh~
In short, I just posted out to be a driver, later is the funeral of my great-grandmother.
Sweet-ness, I totally miss it. I mean...where're you? Sighhhhh~
Are You Ga(me)?, 1:06 AM.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
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I'm still dreaming the same dream about you.
Are You Ga(me)?, 3:31 PM.
Friday, November 07, 2008
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Finished field camp in a week.
Still infatuated with the infatuation.
Bought a pair of 7 for all mankind.
At times like this, the chain just decides to hang low. Well, I'm like exhaust exhausted.
I need a screw to loosen that bolt.
Still infatuated with the infatuation.
Bought a pair of 7 for all mankind.
At times like this, the chain just decides to hang low. Well, I'm like exhaust exhausted.
I need a screw to loosen that bolt.
Are You Ga(me)?, 10:34 PM.
