
It's been a while since I felt like this, rather since I prepared for my trip to China. This feeling where I'm helpless, I don't know what to expect, I'm lost. And at this point in time, I've to encounter problems which I've faced before, yet when thrown back at it, I forgot how to handle.
I have to admit, waiting for the call or the text replies were tremendously distressing. Cos after certain experiences, I've forgotten security. You may not understand it at all, but it's really vexing, especially when your own internet connection decides to play a fool on you and you can't log onto msn to even start conversing.
It's really fucked up to have less than a day left to going bald :(
I mean, idk man, it's just another phrase and i'm sure the Lord will be with me, just...that lost sheep wants his partner to wander around with him in the pastures of life..
Are You Ga(me)?, 11:54 PM.