Saturday, August 30, 2008
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It's been a while.
Life's still the same anyway.
Perhaps it's gonna change soon.
Let's just wait and see.
Life's still the same anyway.
Perhaps it's gonna change soon.
Let's just wait and see.
Are You Ga(me)?, 1:08 PM.
Monday, August 18, 2008
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People think that survival depends on conformity. But for some people, conformity is death. It's a death to the soul. The soul, is a precious thing. When you live a lie, you damage the soul. Why then, should what I think, what I do, how I want it to be done revolve around what the world thinks, what the world wants and how the world wants it to be?
I can't be in control, and I know very well of that. As much as I'll learn to accept what the world thinks, and learn how the world accomplishes, I have all the right to develop my own culture. Likewise, you don't have to accept or think what I am doing is the right thing to be done at the right time and the right way.
Don't judge me, because THIS is him, and if he who is in Him doesn't get judged by Him, what makes you think you have the right to?
I can't be in control, and I know very well of that. As much as I'll learn to accept what the world thinks, and learn how the world accomplishes, I have all the right to develop my own culture. Likewise, you don't have to accept or think what I am doing is the right thing to be done at the right time and the right way.
Don't judge me, because THIS is him, and if he who is in Him doesn't get judged by Him, what makes you think you have the right to?
Are You Ga(me)?, 10:38 PM.
The process which has been so taken granted for, the thing that every parents wishes upon their children; growing up.
“所有事都是公平的，或者應該說，事出必有因。你看到的只是一件事的片面，當然我也不知道確切的理由是什麼，但我要說的重點是，不用被小事一直困擾。要看到大局面找出你真正在乎真正追求的東西，那才是重點。”
“而且，有時後人以為很了解自己，或者以為當下感受的就是全部的自己。其實人生中我門一直在了解什麼是真正的自己，全部的自己。”
“很容易在意別人的眼光的確是一個現象，但卻不一定是真正的自己，也不一定自己的另一部份不能平衡這部份。”
“人生本來就是一個一直不斷了解，完全、真實的自己，然後這個自己在和世界互動妥協的過程，不好受，都是一些小事的片段。”
“這整個過程的動力就在於某一天，你的不好受累積到一個程度。你想要做某些改變，而需要什麼改變，就在於你多了解自己和這個世界和這中間的差異。”
The season has come, I'm next in line to growing up, and I'm anticipating it. I wanna find my self-identity. Now or then, that's a question. =)
“所有事都是公平的，或者應該說，事出必有因。你看到的只是一件事的片面，當然我也不知道確切的理由是什麼，但我要說的重點是，不用被小事一直困擾。要看到大局面找出你真正在乎真正追求的東西，那才是重點。”
“而且，有時後人以為很了解自己，或者以為當下感受的就是全部的自己。其實人生中我門一直在了解什麼是真正的自己，全部的自己。”
“很容易在意別人的眼光的確是一個現象，但卻不一定是真正的自己，也不一定自己的另一部份不能平衡這部份。”
“人生本來就是一個一直不斷了解，完全、真實的自己，然後這個自己在和世界互動妥協的過程，不好受，都是一些小事的片段。”
“這整個過程的動力就在於某一天，你的不好受累積到一個程度。你想要做某些改變，而需要什麼改變，就在於你多了解自己和這個世界和這中間的差異。”
The season has come, I'm next in line to growing up, and I'm anticipating it. I wanna find my self-identity. Now or then, that's a question. =)
Are You Ga(me)?, 12:01 AM.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
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第一可怜罗莲花 出生风场昧快活 凄惨落泊就是我 做牛做马也得拖
第二可怜莲花酸 苦命莲花心头酸
后母不为仔打算 想要嫁人也久长
可怜呀莲花呀 实在可怜代
第三可怜莲花姐 坏命做工到半暝
头烧目晕那是病 破病也得去赚钱
第四可怜莲花代 好坏人客阮招待
十分招待嫌阮坏 要打要骂又要塞
可怜呀莲花呀 实在可怜代
第五可怜莲花种 有人实在无同情
也无外多钱阮用 要打要骂又要种
第六可怜莲花城 流落欢场歹名声
后母爱钱无爱仔 迫到阮呀无路行
可怜呀莲花呀 实在可怜代
第七可怜莲花红 阮是可怜歹命人
后母当阮不是人 害阮痛苦一世人
第八可怜莲花头 流落欢场昧出头
后母顾前无顾后 害阮暝日目屎流
可怜呀莲花呀 实在可怜代
第九可怜莲花时 做了这行已几年
可怜家人无相见 阮嘛不知企叨位
第十可怜莲花光 归暝做工到天光
想到有厝唔汤返 终身再也难见光
可怜呀莲花呀 实在可怜代
十一可怜莲花怨 想到身世真哀怨
后母迫我做这款 越想心内越超烦
十二莲花无了时 堕落黑暗难见天
少年赚钱是一时 老来怎样过日子
可怜呀莲花呀 实在可怜代
My second feed of 12 Lotus, and I still cried at the exact same scenes at the exact same lines though I've already known what's going on. I love the show, just that the editing and the subtitles especially could be improved.
"Without love, there is no pain, without pain, there is no love." -- Liu Lian Hua's father
Are You Ga(me)?, 12:28 AM.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
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Like the faded colours of the merlion, the glory of me fades. Heavy are the clouds upon my head, oppressing are the fingers bounding me. A confused soul wandering around the streets, tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air.I hate being weak, I hate being gullible, I hate being so vulnerable.. Support me, Lord.
Are You Ga(me)?, 12:57 AM.
Monday, August 11, 2008
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Have you ever taken a walk in my shoes? My shoes are heavy; you might wanna help me carry it. While I'm typing, you're reading. Unsure of the right way to say this, but u're becoming an evanescent, and it's scarely perceptible."Because it is a love as beautiful as it is miserable, this beautiful time is ephemeral." -- callie
Are You Ga(me)?, 11:51 PM.
Thursday, August 07, 2008
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The night has come;Things are left undone,
Souls are left untouched,
Dreams are left unweaved.
I was supposed to go for a scheduled meetup today but it ended up being cancelled. Life's kinda boring at home not doing anything. The rainy season just kicked in today, perhaps it came in conjunction with the rain check that was taken this afternoon. URBAN day isn't what I planned for it to be, but guess there'll be always another chance.
It's time to learn;
The word of wisdom,
The virtues of patience,
The ropes of maturity.
Are You Ga(me)?, 10:33 PM.
Friday, August 01, 2008
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1st August...
It's the first day of the month..I'm finally having the chance to slack in the office. Things happened, things solved, but there were many still left hanging. Today is a fucking bad day, cos I was supposed to meet someone but was blown out in the end. Like wtf?! I totally H-A-T-E that. Well, there seems to be a first in everything and anything. Like the old chinese people say, to walk a thousand miles, you have to start taking the first step.
Life has come to a stage whereby I've got no choice but to agree that I'm gullible and naive. It's not entirely a bad thing being "innocent", people still have qualms about it too... Something happened last night anyway, as much as i was afraid and i want to run away from it, it just happened.
Perhaps.. everything is so planned for
It's the first day of the month..I'm finally having the chance to slack in the office. Things happened, things solved, but there were many still left hanging. Today is a fucking bad day, cos I was supposed to meet someone but was blown out in the end. Like wtf?! I totally H-A-T-E that. Well, there seems to be a first in everything and anything. Like the old chinese people say, to walk a thousand miles, you have to start taking the first step.
Life has come to a stage whereby I've got no choice but to agree that I'm gullible and naive. It's not entirely a bad thing being "innocent", people still have qualms about it too... Something happened last night anyway, as much as i was afraid and i want to run away from it, it just happened.
Perhaps.. everything is so planned for
Are You Ga(me)?, 4:32 PM.
