I'm slacking..rotting..whatever words you can think of with relation to the ones mentioned earlier.. and not forgetting self-delusion(or is it hypnotism?)
It sucks when you're in the shop having nothing to do, looking at the people around, outside your shop having a whale of fun, enjoying the company they have around them and the smile on their face. How carefree.. i thought.. but then *snap* i'm back into reality. I can't just sit there and do nothing.. I'm not born with an Hermes spoon in my mouth.
In the shop, time is moving a whole lot slower though i have say..one? two? alright.. technically speaking, ONE eye candy. This candy lives near me and is like say a year younger.. It's like on one hand i'm convincing myself how insignificant certain things in live are, they're always on my mind. "Getting over it?" i can't. The scenes just can't stop replaying like the DVD player gone cranky or something. Keeping my fingers crossed but i ask myself YET AGAIN, will anything go further? *This kid here doesn't learn; neither from the soft or the hard* LOL...
Gonna live up to that statement: nothing + jesus = everything..
Woots!
Are You Ga(me)?, 7:53 PM.