I totally hate to say this, especially amidst all that pretending to be ok and be strong in places with people around. I just can't get over things which i should. The scenes replay all the time in my mind after night falls.
Every morning when i wake up, i make it a point to tell myself that this is a brand new day, which signifies a brand new start. The irony is i do get over it in the day, yet when night comes everything comes back again. It's totally wearisome to have to go through this day after day like an endless cycle.
All that "he's desperate because he's not hot" and "you totally have a problem with your character"... Can you just leave me alone and not haunt me anymore? Isn't there anyone else for you to torture? For fuck's sake.. please leave.
Are You Ga(me)?, 11:56 PM.