Before writing this post, i was thinking what would be a suitable title. Have you ever experienced this feeling, when you wanted to blog yet you just can't think of anything to write.
Reflecting on the past week, everything seemed in place and fine. Notice the word "seemed". You should get it. Yes, there are people around, and like, yeah people say they will be there for you and all. We all know that there are certain problems or conflicts that we have to deal with it ourselves.
Scroll down your msn messenger contact list. There are so many people, so many contacts, so many groups. Do you really talk to the 500 contacts in there, or do you look them up when you need favour from them? Well, someone did. Not that i have anything against irritating insurance agent, but don't you think someone being a mere acquaintance shouldn't start the conversation by saying, "hey nick, how much money you have in the bank?"
Laugh all you people, who knows, i might be referring to you. But then again, if it's you i'm talking about, brush up your skills and the insurance line will be bright for you.
"Chicago, Chicago, the entire town. Chicago, Chicago, i'll show you around" How many times, if you have any chance, that you'll show people around? On the streets of chicago at night, everything seems fun, everything seems great and people enjoy the hustle and bustle of the night. Who bothers about the poor little beggar boy who may not have eaten the entire day?
Well, i've decided. The title of this post will be: "Always choose the better way"
Are You Ga(me)?, 11:46 AM.
There are so much stuffs i wanna say, there are just so much stuffs on my mind. I don't wanna think about all, and it's irritating. Lord, i cast all my woes upon you and you are gonna take care of everything for me.
ANW, mandy's mum say wo shou le!! yeah, tt's worth celebrating.. THANKS AUNTIE =DDD
Are You Ga(me)?, 12:50 AM.
The Prince Yearns...
The king of NearNearAdjacent died.
He wants the crown prince to become king.
But the prince fell in love with a Paddle.
The Prince felt that the Paddle loves him too.
He decides to give up his kingdom and live with Paddle.
Before crown prince could do anything, Paddle decides to draw a full-stop.
The King feels paralysed, for he can't do anything without Paddle.
He sits and waits.
He never blamed Paddle leaving, but he sits at the rock by the sea everyday, hoping that Paddle will come back by his side again.
Everyone at NearNearAdjacent blamed the prince for being irresponsible and naive.
He doesn't care.
He only wants his Paddle back.
Are You Ga(me)?, 12:13 AM.
I stubbornly went on a roller coaster ride, and i fell off the car at the peak. I landed with a loud thud, and i injured myself all over.
Are You Ga(me)?, 3:15 PM.
walk away..
"Baby, walk away. Spare yourself this pain, can't u see that he's not worth it? Baby, walk away."
"Never talk of feelings, if they aren't really there"
"Never look into my eyes, if you are telling me a lie"
"Never say hello, if you think you'll say goodbye"
"You don’t have to change the world, for me to want a place in your heart. You will think my stay is really something good."
"The King and the Clown - the king walks away; the clown stays in awe"
Are You Ga(me)?, 7:28 AM.
TOY..
toy - an object, often a small representation of something familiar, as an animal or person, for children or others to play with; plaything.
toy - a thing or matter of little or no value or importance; a trifle.
toy - something that serves for or as if for diversion, rather than for serious practical use.
me - i am not a toy, i have feelings attached which grows with days.
This entry should be up here like 3 hours ago. The wait is long; the wait is arduous. The wait for you to reply my sms; the wait for you to give me an answer. The answer, what if, is something which i don't want to know of? I'm afraid, i didn't sleep, but what matters most is..the final answer..
My phone rang. 7.50am. Not you. The wait continues i guess. The wait, the paddler yearns for the company of the paddle. What happens, if the paddle decides to leave the paddler? Then, the paddler can't paddle anymore.
Are You Ga(me)?, 7:44 AM.