today is the day. 26 Apr 2007 21:08 Le'Meridien Food Court
as quoted..
"Looking at your silhoutte, i think i'm in love with u.
Listening to your voice over the phone at night, i think i'm in love with u.
Reading your e-mails with a smile, i think i'm in love with u.
Holding on tight to ur hand, i know i'm in love with u.
Yes i'm sure.
Madly, Deeply, Crazily in love.
I wanna b with u, riding thru the storms.
I wanna b with u, celebrating joyous occasions.
I wanna b with u, whenever i could.
I just wanna b with u.
Together, confidently expecting forever.
It'll be a challenge, which i'll embrace."
above adapted from OoXx =DDD
Are You Ga(me)?, 11:07 PM.
.:怀:.
离开了座位,我一步一步走向办公室大门,时间是傍晚7点15分。走着走着,脚步变得沉重起来。不知道从第几步开始,拖鞋开始变得更重了,重一公斤,重两公斤… 地上的毛发和灰尘越来越明显。现在才发现原来办公室的阿嫂并没有把地扫得很干净。突然,前面出现了一个影子,抬起头来看,门的手把就在我前面。
乘坐电梯下楼的那一霎那,我体会了光阴似箭。电梯的速度好快好快,不需要多久就到底层了。雨下得很安静,是不是有人偷偷地在哭泣?街道上连个人影都没有,我慢慢地走出了大厦,到了小马路,静静的感觉,细细的聆听,原来雨是有节奏的,它们不因为要在一起而全体从云端跳下。隐隐约约,我看见了你撑着伞走向我,那熟悉的身影,那甜美的笑容,让我无法忘怀的眼神。
对了!是你,准没错,我心里想着。但,真的是你吗?一通电话、一封简讯都没收到,真的有可能是你吗?炳着那质疑的心情,我加快脚步向前走,一步变两步,两步变四步。慢着,后面怎么会有汽车的喇叭,引擎声?我一震惊的眼神看了四周,我到了路口。那辆宝马经过我的左边,年轻的司机向我指了指中指表示不满。
上了巴士,刚刚你那撑伞的一幕又浮现在我脑海里。怎么可能是你?我为我的无知、迟钝、愚蠢觉得可笑。你根本不在本岛,而是一个远离我的小岛上,怎么可能是你?下了车,拖着十公斤重的拖鞋,我到了家门口。那一幕还在我的脑海里,如果,我说如果那真的是你,我会有怎样的表现?我怀念的是无话不说,我怀念的是一起血拼,我怀念的是早上起床来有抱你的冲动,还记得那双拖鞋,还记得那张照片,记得那个表情,最甜的笑容,最暖的双手…
沙发,我到家了。难以置信,我到家了。时间是7点50分。
始终无法忘掉…幻想的那一幕…
Are You Ga(me)?, 9:42 PM.
Human life is a total paradox. Living on earth, going through the so-called sufferings according to the buddhist teachings, is there really LIFE in the life you're living?
Paradox: people who are single desperately want to get attached yet people who are attached are not doing enough to keep the relationship going. As you can see, it will result in a total cycle where the whole process repeats itself.
Sufferings: lack of finances, lack of love, is these the so called sufferings you have to endure in order to go to the west?
People say Dan Brown is a great liar. He twists the facts of Jesus Christ to make almost the whole world believe that Mary Magdalene is His wife. I say to you, Apple is a bigger liar. He makes everyone fall into the trap of buying apple computers just because of it's outlook. Once you buy it, you're dead. You've got to spend your life feeding money to the apple computer, which the accessories are so costly, easily 3 times that of windows-operated computers.. Behold, if your life doesn't revolve around Final Cut Pro and Photoshop, don't get an Apple computer.
Back to talking about the paradox. If you were to bend a metal ruler, it will stay curved. If you were to bend a plastic ruler, it will go back straight. If you were to bend a wooden ruler, it breaks. Can anyone tell me how to bend a plastic ruler and make it stay curved, and how to bend a wooden ruler such that it doesn't break yet stays curved? I desperately need that skill to mend a broken patch
Point to ponder: when A likes B yet B likes C and C doesn't like anybody, where will the chain end?
Are You Ga(me)?, 11:52 AM.
oh wells, finally my blog is all done up again. All Dressed up ready to go! haha, thanks zackie(not the dog in the DS). Today was crap, reading 3 psychology books and summed them all up into a 2000 word essay in 3 and a half hours in which half the time i dun understand the psychology terms. Oh btw, poor you din hav the chance to apply oil for massage. WAHAHHAA=) *nic is evil as usual*
Are You Ga(me)?, 10:54 PM.