i'll always remember the night we spent together, and the proposal..LoL
Are You Ga(me)?, 1:49 AM.
I ended up with swollen eyes. Don’t ask me how, but u should be able to imply the meaning. Emotionally unstable, Mentally unstable, physically sick, this in the result of sending you away. I know I am stubborn, but.. I dunno how to put it. The pictures you put on your blog make me think of u, the two poems, and the latest post. I really owe you a lot. I want u to leave me, to seek the happiness that you deserve, but I cannot bring myself to do it, simply because I miss u too much. I have my reasons not to meet u. I really don’t wanna end up sobbing in public—this is a thing that I never will do. I’m ashamed to face u now. I dunno wat to say. Do I have the courage to look into your eyes and say, “I love you?” It’s not worth getting your eyes swollen because of a jerk like me. Do you think I wanna leave you? I don’t..but under such circumstances, I’m very demoralized..watever the case, i wanna thank God for the appearance of Alan and Willy..hahaa, you guys are such nice, loyal and faithful brothers who always tease me..LoL.. dun worry lar, no hidden meaning.
P.S ppl who know wat’s going on, thanks for your concern.
ppl who do not know wat’s going on, do me a favour, do not ask.
Are You Ga(me)?, 1:45 AM.