Wednesday, September 21, 2005
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Went for the Starhub telemarketing interview today. Ok lar, got the job, but not exactly that happy as the working hours is really odd. 7pm to 10pm on weekdays and 11am to 6pm on saturday. I cannot go out as freely as i want to now that i have to commit myself to the job.
Haven't been blogging for the past few days.I really duno what to blog about. The silence yesterday... I was pissed, with that insensitive mother of mine. Call me just to yell at me to ask me to come home. I don't understand why am i the one who always give the care and concern? Doens't anybody in this world recognise that i, also a human, need love, care and concern as well? Don't you notice the change in my attitude after i picked up that sickening phone call? Sigh..i tried hard to be more sensitive.
What can i do when you have blocked nose? I asked you whether you wanted to get an inhaler and i could get it for you. You simply ignored my question. Sometimes i really get tired of all the decisioin making. It's like everything i say is "anything". How would i know what you want? How would i know whether what i decided on is to your liking? You did not give me any assurance. I don't know what you want!
I'm sorry i have this feeling of insecurity. I don't know whether you'll be there if i ever need you. I try ok, hey, i try to be there everytime. At times, i may not be able to do anything to salvage watever situation but i'm physically there. Physically there to let you know, at least i'm there to face it with you.
I know i'm useless ok, most of the time you are the one paying for everything. Sigh..money is the root of all problems. I seriously don't know what you think about that. If you are really unhappy, i believe we have to work something out like having meals at home or going dutch.
I'm a jerk, i'm a moron, i'm a freak. I can only sit there to wait for money to land on my hands. I cannot support myself and i live off people. I'm not fit to criticize anyone cos i'm one ass hole myself.
My job training will be at 1430 to 2130 on friday and i'm starting work on monday. I hope to spend my day tomorrow with you, if you ever want to, again and work towards abolishing the silence.
Haven't been blogging for the past few days.I really duno what to blog about. The silence yesterday... I was pissed, with that insensitive mother of mine. Call me just to yell at me to ask me to come home. I don't understand why am i the one who always give the care and concern? Doens't anybody in this world recognise that i, also a human, need love, care and concern as well? Don't you notice the change in my attitude after i picked up that sickening phone call? Sigh..i tried hard to be more sensitive.
What can i do when you have blocked nose? I asked you whether you wanted to get an inhaler and i could get it for you. You simply ignored my question. Sometimes i really get tired of all the decisioin making. It's like everything i say is "anything". How would i know what you want? How would i know whether what i decided on is to your liking? You did not give me any assurance. I don't know what you want!
I'm sorry i have this feeling of insecurity. I don't know whether you'll be there if i ever need you. I try ok, hey, i try to be there everytime. At times, i may not be able to do anything to salvage watever situation but i'm physically there. Physically there to let you know, at least i'm there to face it with you.
I know i'm useless ok, most of the time you are the one paying for everything. Sigh..money is the root of all problems. I seriously don't know what you think about that. If you are really unhappy, i believe we have to work something out like having meals at home or going dutch.
I'm a jerk, i'm a moron, i'm a freak. I can only sit there to wait for money to land on my hands. I cannot support myself and i live off people. I'm not fit to criticize anyone cos i'm one ass hole myself.
My job training will be at 1430 to 2130 on friday and i'm starting work on monday. I hope to spend my day tomorrow with you, if you ever want to, again and work towards abolishing the silence.
Are You Ga(me)?, 8:19 PM.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
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hehe, it's not that i dun wanna blog lor, my internet connection got problem. Now, finally i can access people's network again! Surprising wor, alex is the first one to sms me to wish me happy birthday. So touched..*xiao mao, pinch ur cheeK!!*
Shit you nan zhiguo! His paper(chinese lit) is on thursday. I did study ok, but it's like..err.. dun understand what the hell laRz! Went to Seoul Garden on sun with wayne. This 4 gals who were beside us were making a hell lotsa noise. There's this indian gal, who keep commenting about all the guys in her class and talking about how she want her boyfren to be like. Please lor, i shd have passed her Wayne's mirror for her to look at herself. She looks like one fat creep and she still has the cheek to comment. Wa lao! Her fren who is much hotter than her did not even say a single word of criticism.
Andrew ah, tmr you going to cut hair not? Call me tonight hor.. Damn it.. stupid paper on thursday.........
Shit you nan zhiguo! His paper(chinese lit) is on thursday. I did study ok, but it's like..err.. dun understand what the hell laRz! Went to Seoul Garden on sun with wayne. This 4 gals who were beside us were making a hell lotsa noise. There's this indian gal, who keep commenting about all the guys in her class and talking about how she want her boyfren to be like. Please lor, i shd have passed her Wayne's mirror for her to look at herself. She looks like one fat creep and she still has the cheek to comment. Wa lao! Her fren who is much hotter than her did not even say a single word of criticism.
Andrew ah, tmr you going to cut hair not? Call me tonight hor.. Damn it.. stupid paper on thursday.........
Are You Ga(me)?, 2:55 PM.
