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Wednesday, July 06, 2005 <data:blog.pageTitle/>

“stop posting those online, I never said yes, so..”

Ok then, what the hell, wasting all my time but never regretted it. I seriously need to reconsider, I feel that both of our character cannot fit at all, we seem to be like on two extreme ends, one on the North Pole, and the other on the South Pole. Of all, why did I go for you? You shaped my way of life I guess, but it all seems wrong. The heart, the relationship, the time, the effort. Maybe I shouldn’t have let it go in the first place and regret it in the end. It’s all too late.

I did go out with eNzO yesterday. We met at City Hall, walked aimlessly at Marina Square, walked to esplanade and we saw a hell lot of policemen. Hmmz..if loowin was here, will she say, Hot Uniform Guys? LoL..dunno.. she seems a bit despo sometimes. (sorry loowin!) Those policemen were so damn disrupting, they are everywhere at esplanade, from the link from citilink mall all the way to the rooftop. Preposterous! This is wasting taxpayer’s money. What’s the use of them standing there? So that the terrorist will see so many people and get scared and stop bombing if they really want to? Absurd!

Seeing so many people, me and eNzO went back to Cavana at Marina Square for dinner. On budget yesterday, poor me, cannot have good food. I wanted to go to bugis street for the tattoo, but we settled for gelato in the end. Rotiboy and Gelato together..LoLZ..(no, we din get stomachache)

Enjoyed myself yesterday. As usual, I enjoyed the company, I enjoyed walking along Clarke Quay looking at the sunset. Snapped a few photos too! Haiz.. I really want to get a digital cam. Now got new target le.. The Olympus mini camera with all-weather construction body. So cOoL! Retailing at $499 now. I have to get it, real soon.. haha..

I made eNzO walked from esplanade to Clarke Quay, to fort canning, to park mall, to Dhoby Ghaut, and then finally take a train back to Outram then towards hougang. dOtZ right.. we had nothing to do lar, but I din wanna go home too early. I want to enjoy the company too.

I sometimes have this feeling that I’m drifting away from my class. No one seems to hear what I say. It works very differently from the secondary school times where our clique will definitely be together, telling each other everything, joking about everything under the sun. Now I feel very difficult to communicate with them. It seems..haiz..Why does everyone thing so lowly of me? It applies to Andrew and Jerviel as well.

Hmmz.. gotta go for lessons le..(again)

God bless everyone.

Are You Ga(me)?, 11:20 AM.

Sa(me), much.


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