Sunday, January 09, 2005
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1st January 2005. A day I will never be able to forget (I guess so..). A day of agony.. What a way to start the new year! It was a Saturday.
Flashback:
I was sitting across the corridor which leads to the bedroom at home. My brother sat across my door frame and my mum sat along the corridor. My brother already buay song because he cannot have a room to himself. He kiao his leg on my bedroom door frame which I had already cleaned. I told him to put his leg down. He didn’t give a damn. I pushed his leg down. He placed his leg back to the original position again. I told him to put it down but to no avail, so I kicked his leg. (my mum was sitting near us and my “dad” was lying on the bed). He screamed and put his leg back again. This time round, I jus kicked it away. This “process” repeated until my mum finally scolded him.
Thinking that the commotion had already ended, I walked towards the kitchen to heat up the porridge for tea. There and then, my “dad” came out with a cane. Mind you! A CANE. He came to the kitchen door and yelled for me to go out. Given my personality, I’ll never do so. After I heated the porridge, I went out, with him still standing there. He started to cane me. Hey, I’m 16 u know? I grabbed the cane and throw it one side. It was an easy job as my “dad” is smaller size than me.
I walked back to my room. Who knows? He came to assault me from behind., strangling my neck. I was almost suffocating, but I pushed him away. He came and strangled me again. This time round, using more strength. In the end, I got to choice but to trip him to save myself. Commotion ended.
Con’t:
Do you think this is what a father should do? Wow! Assaulting your child. I’m like so pissed of and so mad. After second thoughts, I felt that it’s time I do something to protect myself. I already promised myself that if he does the same thing or something else alike again, I’ll go to the police to apply for the order of protection. Bo bian lor.. Send him to jail if the need arises. Since then, I did not talk to him until now. Not planning to reconcile in the near future bahz. What do you guys think? What a day..
Today I went out again because I don’t want to stay at home with that old man. Supposed to go watch the Phantom of the Opera with toshi. End up he go clubbing overnight then this morning too tired to go. Disappointed lor.. Douglas kor still say hope that I got tian tian de story to tell him when I come back from my date. Everything thrashed lar.. Dun need to say anything le. Good lor.. Save my handphone battery.
So sick of it. Once I step into the door, my money sucking mum immediately come to demand for payment for the singtel access charge. Counted every single cent to specifically. Good for her. Dunno what did I do wrong in my past life to deserve such punishment now. It’s like What the Fuck lor.. Juz step in only wanna ask for money. Haiz. Forget it lar. I also cannot do anything le. Pay her lor.. $250 u know? To me it is such a huge sum. Three months of internet charges. She play cheat one lar. Those she use also make me pay. Sianz.. dun tok le lar. So exhausted..
*thinking of hugging Andrew kor kor to sleep*
Dun get disgusted.. I’ll sleep better when I feel secure. Then can get rid of the ugly dark rings. Too bad lar hor.. now I very insecure de. Anyone else dare to hug me to sleep? LoLZ... =X
Flashback:
I was sitting across the corridor which leads to the bedroom at home. My brother sat across my door frame and my mum sat along the corridor. My brother already buay song because he cannot have a room to himself. He kiao his leg on my bedroom door frame which I had already cleaned. I told him to put his leg down. He didn’t give a damn. I pushed his leg down. He placed his leg back to the original position again. I told him to put it down but to no avail, so I kicked his leg. (my mum was sitting near us and my “dad” was lying on the bed). He screamed and put his leg back again. This time round, I jus kicked it away. This “process” repeated until my mum finally scolded him.
Thinking that the commotion had already ended, I walked towards the kitchen to heat up the porridge for tea. There and then, my “dad” came out with a cane. Mind you! A CANE. He came to the kitchen door and yelled for me to go out. Given my personality, I’ll never do so. After I heated the porridge, I went out, with him still standing there. He started to cane me. Hey, I’m 16 u know? I grabbed the cane and throw it one side. It was an easy job as my “dad” is smaller size than me.
I walked back to my room. Who knows? He came to assault me from behind., strangling my neck. I was almost suffocating, but I pushed him away. He came and strangled me again. This time round, using more strength. In the end, I got to choice but to trip him to save myself. Commotion ended.
Con’t:
Do you think this is what a father should do? Wow! Assaulting your child. I’m like so pissed of and so mad. After second thoughts, I felt that it’s time I do something to protect myself. I already promised myself that if he does the same thing or something else alike again, I’ll go to the police to apply for the order of protection. Bo bian lor.. Send him to jail if the need arises. Since then, I did not talk to him until now. Not planning to reconcile in the near future bahz. What do you guys think? What a day..
Today I went out again because I don’t want to stay at home with that old man. Supposed to go watch the Phantom of the Opera with toshi. End up he go clubbing overnight then this morning too tired to go. Disappointed lor.. Douglas kor still say hope that I got tian tian de story to tell him when I come back from my date. Everything thrashed lar.. Dun need to say anything le. Good lor.. Save my handphone battery.
So sick of it. Once I step into the door, my money sucking mum immediately come to demand for payment for the singtel access charge. Counted every single cent to specifically. Good for her. Dunno what did I do wrong in my past life to deserve such punishment now. It’s like What the Fuck lor.. Juz step in only wanna ask for money. Haiz. Forget it lar. I also cannot do anything le. Pay her lor.. $250 u know? To me it is such a huge sum. Three months of internet charges. She play cheat one lar. Those she use also make me pay. Sianz.. dun tok le lar. So exhausted..
*thinking of hugging Andrew kor kor to sleep*
Dun get disgusted.. I’ll sleep better when I feel secure. Then can get rid of the ugly dark rings. Too bad lar hor.. now I very insecure de. Anyone else dare to hug me to sleep? LoLZ... =X
Are You Ga(me)?, 8:55 PM.
