Thursday, October 28, 2004
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I’m suffering from a major depression. I’m guilty for not studying enough. Sigh. Don’t talk about this anymore lar. Anyway, shit man. Failed to get Irene’s contact number yesterday. I don’t know about myself. First it is this, then another came in, I’m so confused.
Which exactly is better for me. I can do this with this but can’t do this with that. Each has its own good points. I guess in life, you will just have to give and take. One can’t possibly have everything bah. However, I would want to question the presence of love. It is such a sacred word and people are using it so freely. Ha. I love you, You love me. I’m your everything, you are my everything. Now you don’t even know whether this is derived from the bottom of one’s heart.
Today’s biology practical really sucks to the core. Perhaps today just isn’t my day bah. It just seems that everything goes wrong today. Why? I don’t know. Look, I’m saying don’t know again. It is such a taboo word and I’m using it. Never mind. Lord, are you there to carry me? Are u there to shield me from everything? If you can’t, will you give me someone to accompany me when needed.
I don’t know why I’m saying this, but is seems that Douglas treats me better than Andrew does. Perhaps Andrew is still young and has lots of schoolwork to do. Quite guilty of disturbing him during his exams period. I’m a bad boy isn’t it? Haiz. This kind of didi also have. Nevertheless, Andrew kor, Jon kor, jia you ok? And Alex di. Sorry that I haven’t been devoting much time to you. However, when I have the time to call you, either you never pick up or you off your phone. Are we not fated to talk? Just want to tell you that even if I didn’t call you, I’m there for you.
Carry on with life wor, everyone, although I cannot confirm whether life’s beautiful. At the very least, it sucks terribly for me. Don’t know how to change my eccentric character. Lord, I pray. I pray for myself to enter mass com. Love that course soooooo much.
Poor thing. No money to buy Stef Sun’s album tomorrow. So sad. Can’t have the t-shirt liao. Limited to 20000 thouand pieces only. Most importantly, it’s only available in Singapore lor. Stupid. Wo de ai, ming ming hai zai, zhuan shen le cai ming bai gai ba xing fu zhao hui lai, er bu shi ge zi mian huai. A phrase from Wo De Ai by Stef Sun
“A heartfelt tear can show our love as words can never do; It says, ‘I want to share your pain---My heart goes out for you.” [D. De Haan]
Have you been hurt by those you’ve tried to love?
Have you been tempted to withhold your love from them as a result?
Nothing costs as much as loving---except not loving.
Which exactly is better for me. I can do this with this but can’t do this with that. Each has its own good points. I guess in life, you will just have to give and take. One can’t possibly have everything bah. However, I would want to question the presence of love. It is such a sacred word and people are using it so freely. Ha. I love you, You love me. I’m your everything, you are my everything. Now you don’t even know whether this is derived from the bottom of one’s heart.
Today’s biology practical really sucks to the core. Perhaps today just isn’t my day bah. It just seems that everything goes wrong today. Why? I don’t know. Look, I’m saying don’t know again. It is such a taboo word and I’m using it. Never mind. Lord, are you there to carry me? Are u there to shield me from everything? If you can’t, will you give me someone to accompany me when needed.
I don’t know why I’m saying this, but is seems that Douglas treats me better than Andrew does. Perhaps Andrew is still young and has lots of schoolwork to do. Quite guilty of disturbing him during his exams period. I’m a bad boy isn’t it? Haiz. This kind of didi also have. Nevertheless, Andrew kor, Jon kor, jia you ok? And Alex di. Sorry that I haven’t been devoting much time to you. However, when I have the time to call you, either you never pick up or you off your phone. Are we not fated to talk? Just want to tell you that even if I didn’t call you, I’m there for you.
Carry on with life wor, everyone, although I cannot confirm whether life’s beautiful. At the very least, it sucks terribly for me. Don’t know how to change my eccentric character. Lord, I pray. I pray for myself to enter mass com. Love that course soooooo much.
Poor thing. No money to buy Stef Sun’s album tomorrow. So sad. Can’t have the t-shirt liao. Limited to 20000 thouand pieces only. Most importantly, it’s only available in Singapore lor. Stupid. Wo de ai, ming ming hai zai, zhuan shen le cai ming bai gai ba xing fu zhao hui lai, er bu shi ge zi mian huai. A phrase from Wo De Ai by Stef Sun
“A heartfelt tear can show our love as words can never do; It says, ‘I want to share your pain---My heart goes out for you.” [D. De Haan]
Have you been hurt by those you’ve tried to love?
Have you been tempted to withhold your love from them as a result?
Nothing costs as much as loving---except not loving.
Are You Ga(me)?, 9:56 PM.
