Sunday, May 09, 2004
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Hi, i'm finally back again. It's been so long since i written my blog. I want to use this opportunity to do something. your
Dear Andrew,
What am i to you? Do u treat me as your beloved godbrother? I don't think so and i'm utterly disappointed in you. I'd told you that if you have any problems, you should look me up, just like when i'm sad, i'll drown my sorrows in you. I treat you as my very dear Godbrother. I tell you everything, why can't you do the same?I know your character is that you don't normally talk to people, not to mention share secrets.
I want a share of your burden as well, if u are carrying mine as well as yours, won't it be too heavy for you? I know it's difficult for you to change your character overnight. However, i just hope that you can drown my sorrows in me too. If you need to cry, you can have my shoulder, you can treat my shirt as your tissue paper. I'm willing to do all this for you. Why? Because i look upon you as my dearest godbrother. I want you to know, as well as to REMEMBER that i'll always stand by you, be by your side. When your guardian angels go on leave, i'll be the relief. to ensure that you are safe, and most importantly, happy.
Life's short. Since u pass a day no matter you are happy or sad. In that case, why not live through everyday happily? You and i have many things in common and that explains why i could understand you so well. I know exactly what you feel, especially you are unclear of your dear's indications. I do miss you everyday, i miss the times we had together. However, one cannot stay at that period of time forever! Life has to go on, and we have to move forward. I'd come to understand that love is not possesion. When you love someone, you will want that person to be happy. If that person is happy when you set him free, you'll be happy as well. That's love.
I want you to know, that although the world has turn topsy-turvy, chaos descended where tranquility once reigned and there are more hypocrites than people who are sincere, there are still sincere people around. I'm one. Do you know that your mood affects me as well? i can sense that you are unhappy. I requested for your call last night, but you didn't call me. I waited till 1230hrs. but no call came.
Whenever you are sad, call me. Anytime, anyday. Even its during midnight, i'm sure i can wake up to reply your message or to answer your call. Ok? Please, i know you love me. So since i love you too, i wanna share your burden. As long as i live, i wanna be your guardian angel. Lastly, i once told you that when two passives are together, when one needs the other more, e other will turn into an active. See, i've transformed into an active to console you!! I don't want your live to hurt. Because if yours hurts, mine will too. So, promise me you'll live happily?
Give me a msg after you read this. Muack.
Love from Nicky.
Dear Andrew,
What am i to you? Do u treat me as your beloved godbrother? I don't think so and i'm utterly disappointed in you. I'd told you that if you have any problems, you should look me up, just like when i'm sad, i'll drown my sorrows in you. I treat you as my very dear Godbrother. I tell you everything, why can't you do the same?I know your character is that you don't normally talk to people, not to mention share secrets.
I want a share of your burden as well, if u are carrying mine as well as yours, won't it be too heavy for you? I know it's difficult for you to change your character overnight. However, i just hope that you can drown my sorrows in me too. If you need to cry, you can have my shoulder, you can treat my shirt as your tissue paper. I'm willing to do all this for you. Why? Because i look upon you as my dearest godbrother. I want you to know, as well as to REMEMBER that i'll always stand by you, be by your side. When your guardian angels go on leave, i'll be the relief. to ensure that you are safe, and most importantly, happy.
Life's short. Since u pass a day no matter you are happy or sad. In that case, why not live through everyday happily? You and i have many things in common and that explains why i could understand you so well. I know exactly what you feel, especially you are unclear of your dear's indications. I do miss you everyday, i miss the times we had together. However, one cannot stay at that period of time forever! Life has to go on, and we have to move forward. I'd come to understand that love is not possesion. When you love someone, you will want that person to be happy. If that person is happy when you set him free, you'll be happy as well. That's love.
I want you to know, that although the world has turn topsy-turvy, chaos descended where tranquility once reigned and there are more hypocrites than people who are sincere, there are still sincere people around. I'm one. Do you know that your mood affects me as well? i can sense that you are unhappy. I requested for your call last night, but you didn't call me. I waited till 1230hrs. but no call came.
Whenever you are sad, call me. Anytime, anyday. Even its during midnight, i'm sure i can wake up to reply your message or to answer your call. Ok? Please, i know you love me. So since i love you too, i wanna share your burden. As long as i live, i wanna be your guardian angel. Lastly, i once told you that when two passives are together, when one needs the other more, e other will turn into an active. See, i've transformed into an active to console you!! I don't want your live to hurt. Because if yours hurts, mine will too. So, promise me you'll live happily?
Give me a msg after you read this. Muack.
Love from Nicky.
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